Why do I do this to myself? How do I always end up in some shitty situation in some shitty relationship? I need to get a grip on reality and see what’s really going on. I should never be talked down too, or treated like shit. Why do I allow that? I’m going to snap one day and it ain’t gonna be pretty.
I miss you. I miss our friendship. I miss our closeness. I miss you in general.
I hope you are truly happy and I hope that you are doing well.
I want to see you soon.
I will always love you honey,
no matter what.
The way her eyes are almost gray.
The way she smiles when I catch her looking at me.
The way her finger tips feel against my skin, the goosebumps are never ending.
Her skin is so soft, so pale, so perfect.
Her body curves just right in all the right places.
Her lips, so soft, pink, just right.
She is perfect for me. She is so beautiful.
When she kisses me, I can’t seem to remember to breath.
When she looks into my eyes and tell me she loves me, I believe her.
When she holds me, I feel how warm she is and that I am safe in her arms.
I have never felt so strongly about someone. Who knew that I would feel this for a girl. I was never satisfied with any of the other relationships that I was in, I was always looking for more. She has changed all that. She has made me see how a loving relationship is supposed to feel. She makes it so easy.
I’m so happy with my life right now, of course I would change things if I could, but with her? I am perfect. She is everything I could ever ask for and more. I see this lasting. I’ve never been so sure about someone. I am so attracted to her it’s unreal. I always want to feel her near. I could go on and on, but if you have gotten this far I salute you.
I love this girl, and she will always have my heart.
She is better then “you”, she loves me.